What I had imagined this anniversary to be is quite different given COVID 19. Kindred spirits will not gather physically to celebrate the steps forward in environmental stewardship that these decades represent. Nor will we be able to collectively mourn the too frequent and recent steps backwards especially under the current administration that values nothing but the dollar.
1970
I was 8 years old in 1970. Only recently I realized that the Kent State murders happened weeks following the first Earth Day and that college campuses were consumed by war protests more so than environmental awakenings.
My 15-year-old sister, somehow, got the message that the first Earth Day was a thing. I recently learned that she has no memory of this, which is ironic given that she holds the corporate memory of the family and too often recalls in detail what the rest of us wish was forgotten. I was her prop for an Earth Day educational event at Gilbert Linkous Elementary in Blacksburg, Virginia. She dressed me in yellow cardboard wings tied to my arms, a yellow cardboard tail tied to my waist, and crumpled yellow tissue paper pasted all over to simulate feathers. I remember there being a red bird too, similarly feathered.
Perhaps the memory is seared in my brain because of the humiliation I experienced in my 8-year-old self in a classroom full of ferocious fourth graders. Turning between the aisles of desks, my cardboard tail knocked over a row of Dixie cups spilling the soil and seeds of the Earth Day activity across the carpeted floor. I was ushered out, feeling exposed as a clumsy bird. But bigger than the embarrassment of the moment, I remember feeling deeply that I was a part of history.
Much later, I learned that it was months after Earth Day that Nixon established the US Environmental Protection Agency to begin enforcement of newly emerging environmental regulations and ethos stemming from 1970's National Environmental Policy Act. By 1972, the Clean Water Act was in place, a compass for so much of the work I've undertaken throughout my lifetime.
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Return to Harrison Lake National Fish Hatchery 40 years later. |
Though I grew up in Virginia, I always felt that my family was more connected to other parts of the country, like Pennsylvania and New Jersey. Yet when I worked on one of the historic areas our YCC team restored, Drewry Bluff, I remember sensing a sacred connection to that ground. Years later, from Civil War era 1860s love letters, I learned that my great, great grandfather Philander, a Union soldier from Pennsylvania, had kept watch over the James River from Drewry's Bluff, referring to it as he wrote home and courted my great, great grandmother, Hattie.
1980
For the 10-year anniversary of Earth Day, my senior class at Blacksburg High School likely commemorated it, but I have no memories to share. Instead, I remember that spring of track and field, dancing with friends, and wearing cowboy hats at graduation while "Mamas, Don't Let Your Babies Grow Up to be Cowboys" blared.
It was also the spring that I received word from the Izaak Walton League that I would be a fellow in their young conservationist program, assigned to the US Fish & Wildlife Services Leetown National Hatchery in West Virginia for the summer prior to starting college. My essay in the national competition for the fellowship stated that I wanted to be an environmental journalist. I can still see in my mind's eye the misspelled words in that essay, thickly blotted over with whited-out, and a retyped correction over it.
It was my father who was the fisherman. I spent a lot of time in the boat, watching him and my brothers fish. For years, every family picture was taken under the Muskie mounted above the fireplace, a fishing prize from the early 1970s when he won the Smith Mountain Lake fishing tournament.
Dad, Mom & my sons fishing, Pandapas Pond, c. 1995. |
I had little interest in fish, but enormous interest in water quality. Being immersed in the science and research underway at Leetown was thrilling even with the bulk of my job focused on cleaning of fish raceways and spawning tanks. That summer of 1980, President Jimmy Carter was flown in by helicopter to fish the coldwater streams that laced throughout the secured complex. A prolific trout population had somehow escaped the cultured for the wild, providing a fly fisherman's paradise. After his visit, I found a Fanta can on the grounds that I kept for years, thinking that the President of the US had consumed it. A newly registered voter in the fall 1980 presidential election, I threw away my vote on John Anderson. To this day, I regret not voting for a faithful, trustworthy public servant like Jimmy Carter.
1990
Through this faith-based environmental stewardship training, I began to understand the dualism I had imposed upon self. Until then, I understood myself as 1) a science-based environmental professional and 2) a spiritual being, essentially two separate people instead of an integration of one. Yet, these two parts of me had always been intertwined, from childhood excursions into the streams and woods, through ecological studies, fieldwork, and even in the office. I simply had not claimed it for myself.
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Summiting Katahdin at the start of my son's SOBO thru hike. |
A few years later, the US EPA actually issued a memorandum encouraging its regional offices to connect with faith communities to improve place-based environmental protection. When I received that notification, I thought to myself, our world is changing and for the better.
2000
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One of Jim McClure's many witty environmental cartoons. |
2010
The 40th anniversary of Earth Day was marked by an environmental movement that seemed, well, ubiquitous. If you weren't already calculating your carbon footprint, planting trees to offset your own consumptive actions, and cleaning up watersheds, then you weren't paying attention.
Penn State brought amazing science mentors into my life. |
2020
A view of the James from my stay-in-place window. |
In the recent weeks of reduced traffic, my husband noted that spring smells different this year. It is a seductive smell fostered by the current reprieve from higher vehicle emissions. A reduction of particulate matter, carbon monoxide, NOX, the things that drive the higher incidence of asthma and other respiratory ailments is a silver lining for city dwellers at this moment. And with the transportation sector contributing nearly 30% of the US's global warming emissions, who knew that a pandemic would counter slightly the irresponsible action of a president who withdraws from a sacred promise (climate treaty) to the Earth's nations and people?
And as we seek to protect one another through this critical time of stay-in-place, the president of the United States is immorally, systematically, and, I believe, criminally, disassembling the very programs that have helped heal rivers, improve air quality, and provided a path forward to combat climate change. Ten short years ago, I would have strongly asserted that at least the foundation for our work is in place, a vision planted on Earth Day 1970. In real time, at this 50th anniversary of Earth Day, I fear that the foundation has never been more threatened than it is at this moment.
And then there is this. John Phillip Newell, former warden of the Iona Community, softly, gently recalling the voice of John Muir.
"When we try to pick out anything by itself, we find it hitched to the universe"
In this, I hear the voice of my 28-year-old self speaking to the woman at this 50th anniversary of Earth Day. Integrate. Integrate your science self, your yellow bird self - unafraid to turn boldly in the aisles even if it means tipping a Dixie cup or two-, and your sacred spirit self. Integrate and know deeply and always, that hope for our Earth, the world, the Universe, is the human way.